Led

As it turns out...

I'm new to hatred.

For the first time...I hate people.
Specific people...not just everyone.

I've never actually felt like this about any human beings before.
It's weird.
What's funny to me is that this sort of feeling could never have happened between myself and strangers.
It's like friendship and trust and loyalty led me to hatred...
--Oh yeah-also, there were these two c*nts I know.
It's not really fair to just blame my good intentions.

I feel kinda bad about the fact that I would be more inclined to be kind to a serial killer than to these folks that I was once trusting of.
But then...I hate them...so I don't feel that bad.

Hmph...
I thought I was out of firsts.

That's weirdly hopeful...

Inverse

Hellloooooo!?!?

Hey.

I thought this internet thing was popular.
Where are all the people?
Helllloooo?

What has become of this "new age of communication"?

You know, I'm a fan of New York City.
I've always been amazed how easy it is for people to feel alone there.
A higher population density in the U.S. or Canada simply does not exist.
So many opportunities and yet soooo much solitude.
It's like there's an inverse relationship or something.
Like when a circuit gets too much voltage it just blows.

I think we do.
Maybe we already have.

Hello?
Helllooooo?!?!?!

I should just check out facebook.

Jef

Less Funk, More ARRRGH!

I missed an episode of a show I like.
I can't make the "online replay" work.
I am upset.
It sounds stupid, I know.
And yet...

This gets to the heart of my completism.
I'm sure I'll be able to pick up what I missed...but I missed something.
I know that I did and...it burns...IT BURNS!!!

Yah, I'm screwed.

Have a nice day,
Jef

Funk

Deep, deep.

Look, it's not that I'm too old to deal with this.

"This" being an unrequited situation that is exposing a severe patience defficiancy on my part.

I just can't add up the math in any other way.
I'm too excellent to deal with this.
Seriously.
Stop snickering.
I'm fairly phenomenal.
Fairly.

It's taken a hell of a long time for me to come to this conclusion and it kills me that I'm apparently the only one who has...(although this too is probably [well, certainly] my fault).

I just don't want to wait for others to realize.
And, I certainly don't want to watch them do what they'll need to do to come to the same conclusion...

I'm tired of being sad.

Jef

Still

Jones'n.