Led

As it turns out...

I'm new to hatred.

For the first time...I hate people.
Specific people...not just everyone.

I've never actually felt like this about any human beings before.
It's weird.
What's funny to me is that this sort of feeling could never have happened between myself and strangers.
It's like friendship and trust and loyalty led me to hatred...
--Oh yeah-also, there were these two c*nts I know.
It's not really fair to just blame my good intentions.

I feel kinda bad about the fact that I would be more inclined to be kind to a serial killer than to these folks that I was once trusting of.
But then...I hate them...so I don't feel that bad.

Hmph...
I thought I was out of firsts.

That's weirdly hopeful...